Trainspotting.

      You know with these blogs I don't think twice about them, I don't audition or brainstorm what to write about and I don't proof read before I publish. Maybe that's just the way things are supposed to be. If you audition everything you do, are you really living? Think about it. From the moment were born we get education and religion shoved down our throats. Your general objective in life is go to Kindergarten, Middle School, High School, College, get a job, get married, buy a house, have kids, raise them, and when they move out you can feel free to die in a fucking condo in Florida. So if that's the path that everyone chooses (if it is choosing at all), then what the fuck is there to live for. Even people like me and a few of my friends who understand the way it is, but out of fear of failure we go to our schools and don't shout this on rooftops. That's really the way to control you. Look at the government, not just the American government but the entire world, they all have guns and bombs and tons of shit, but they don't need it because it's implanted into our minds that we can't be anything unless we take that path that everyone takes. They don't NEED guns or bombs, they have us in the palms of there hands. It's sad but it is true.

     Now don't get me wrong, I have always said this and will always say this. I love America, I love this country. I just don't love anything about the government. They think they have some right to control us. They think for some reason they matter more then anybody else in this country. They start war's with other idiot people and then they sit in the crystal thrones while people die and family's are torn apart. How many people have died in Iraq? Not just American's but Iraqi civilians. There people too and deserve life and common respect. I respect them, but apparently the government doesn't. It's just a sad how we live this lie, and I'm living it too. I promise I'll bring you all along for the train ride into an unbreakable cement wall that is Armageddon.

    See everything I wrote, I think about this late at night and early in the morning and it seems to regurgitate itself here. These are just my opinions I really hope I don't offend anyone because that's not my objective. I never go on a blog and just try to offend or piss people off, I just try to explain how I feel and how I think and try to type it down on this.

   Why do people give other people shit all of the time? Like over the stupidest things. Like clothing or opinions.  I was made fun all through middle school for clothing and because I wasn't the smartest person, and because school didn't click with me. School's are set up in a way that leaves room for some kid's to be quiet and some kids to be cunts. I was more quiet in middle school and everyone else seemed to be a cunt. It's pretty strange. I mean if you wear black or wear certain clothing your struck into being different and people don't like differences. In fact they hate them. People back then were so closed minded, and they still are. In the speech about violence that Marilyn Manson made he told a story about a big football star in high school getting drunk and running down a single kid just because he didn't like him. The kid died, and in court he died again because they said he shouldn't have been different. The pieces of shit in this world are all the same.

    Before I end this I wanna thank people that have followed and commented on my blog.

    Here's links to the video of Marilyn Manson's speech on violence and blame that I talked about earlier.

    Part 1 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFzRpFFU0Ys
    Part 2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LcWv4Zm3Nrs&feature=related

    Instead of a quote today I'm gonna leave you with a poem from Trainspotting that I loved so much I bought the poster of it and it now hangs on my wall. You might have heard it before.

Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family.
Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars,
compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good
health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed
interest mortage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your
friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a
three-piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics.
Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning.
Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing
game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose
rotting away at the end of it all, pishing your last in a miserable
home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up
brats you spawned to replace yourself.

Choose your future.

Choose life.

Gift Cards, Refrigerator's and American Made Cars

      Remember when America wasn't a colossal black hold filled with whimpers and bitches about the economy, jobs, TV show's and Horoscopes? Remember when Christmas was about family and not about money and Halloween was about candy and pranks not Charlie fucking Brown? Yeah those were the good old days. Now were stuck in an endless typhoon of political backlash from our uncharted failures and Southerners running over there girlfriends fuck buddy with his 650 Horse Power monster truck's. So this is America now? How come people always used to talk about how thing's were so much better a few years ago then they are now? Like, people like older music, movies, guitars and a bunch of that shit. Do you think they complained about things sucking back in our perpetual vision of the golden days?

    Gift cards...what the fuck are they? You walk into a store, you hand them like $20 dollars or whichever amount you think is cool, and you walk out with...a card. And if you read the back of a card it says something to the effect of no cash value or like this is worth 1/10th of a penny. So you just paid $20 for a card that's worth next to nothing. But you don't keep it, you give it to people as gifts, because that's the socially acceptable way of not giving a shit about someone if you think about it. Like if you have a boss, a friend that you don't really care about or even family members that you only see once a year. I've gotten gift cards from my uncles and grandparent's ever since they came out. Know why? Because they really don't know me, which is fine because I don't really know them. But they think of me and figure fuck it he's really not worth putting effort into, so they just pop into the local Walmart and walk out with something worth 1/10th of a penny. I don't really mind it, I like gift cards, but I think it's kind of fucked up that everyone knows that were all bullshitting each other yet nobody says anything ever. America.

    Now that brings up the "Refrigerator's  and American Made Cars" part of the blog. I didn't mean specifically Refrigerator's  and American Made Cars but I kind of used it as a metaphor for just the general tone of America is that we take pride in our big ass luxury cars, our food and of course, guns. We like that kind of stuff apparently. So what if it makes everyone else fucking hate us, it's not like that could ever cause backlash...yeah...everybody hates us... Literally ever other country thinks of us like we think of that one bratty spoiled overweight annoying cousin that we all have and hate. And know why this country is more fucked then a 8 year old boy at a Christians retreat? Because separated into two dominant political forces, the Democrats and the Republicans. Fuck them both. Look at them now, they've pissed all over each other so much that there now at a stalemate between the two. Nothings getting done. Stupid fucking people.

    I hope, I really do hope everything turns out alright, but we've been raised to believe that bad things don't happen to good people, but from outside the looking glass, we could be the bad guys to the rest of the world. Next blog will be happy, I swear.

Quote of the Day: "How could we be different if we didn't even know. The facts of life upon us, the facts of life that grow..."- Jeff Hardy